Friday, October 17, 2025

Excerpt (Chapter 1) Windmaster by Helen Henderson




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Windmaster
Helen Henderson

To give you some insight into the short story that became a series. Although the novel was storyboarded, scene summaries quickly replaced  the original bullet points. The characters became friends and when it was time to part, they refused to go, so the tale became two novels, then a third showcasing the next generation. Finally, a fourth book took the legend Captain Ellspeth shared with Lord Dal over a nightime dinner on the deck and gave the tale of the fated lovers its full due.

A personal note, among the characteristics I loved about Ellspeth was the respect she had from her men.

Excerpt from Windmaster

A strangling sense of horror woke Ellspeth from a deep sleep. The sea air carried the faint reek of freshly-spilled blood. Pale moonlight filtering through the shuttered window cast shadows around the small cabin. Nothing moved in the darkness beneath the narrow-legged desk or behind the wooden trunk that held the ship’s records. No visible danger lurked, yet the feeling of intense fear remained strong. As she fought to slow her rapid pulse, she listened for unusual sounds on the deck outside. The Sea Falcon had been her home, and she its captain, for the last three turns. She knew every inch of the bark from the tip of the ship’s five masts to the carved insignia on the bow. Despite the unease that ruined her rest, only the familiar creaks of the gently rocking wooden hull touched Ellspeth’s questing senses.
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It was only a dream! At the remembered panic, she breathed deeply to rid herself of the effects of the nightmare. They keep getting more vivid, more real. Tomorrow we’ll be taking mage healers aboard. I wonder if the dreams and the healers are connected? Just as quickly as the question arose, she ruthlessly quashed it. “The dreams started even before the transport was arranged,” she muttered. At the sound of her voice the ship’s orange-striped tom cat nudged Ellspeth’s hand. “All right, all right, you greedy glut.” The cat stretched out at Ellspeth’s gentle ruffling of its fur. His almost soundless purr sent vibrations wherever his paws touched her side. “It was only a dream, right Fal? You wouldn’t be so relaxed if the Sea Falcon was in danger.” Grabbing onto that thought, Ellspeth nestled beneath the heavy coverlet. The soft flap of the light wind through the rigging finally lulled her back to sleep.
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Gentle breezes ruffled Ellspeth’s hair and brought the tang of sea air across the harbor. The rumble of a stream of wagons pulling up to the gangplank pulled her sharp gaze from the mass of crates and barrels piled on the Sea Falcon’s deck. Ellspeth’s glare froze the lead driver in his seat. All the wagons were empty, when they should have been full of men to unload the ship.
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“Where are the dockhands?” she snapped.
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“Sorry, mistress. I couldn’t hire any. Three ships arrived yesterday. Every able man has already found work or been spoken for.”
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Ellspeth rapidly calculated how long the crated food would survive under the harsh sun. The tubers and dried fruit could wait until sundown, but the brined meat and fresh fruit in the holds needed to get into the guild’s cold cellars. She worried most of all about the barrels of braga wine. Putting them back into the hold wasn’t feasible and after a few hours she would only be able to sell the valuable liquid as vinegar.
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“Perfect. We’ll just have to do it ourselves.” One of the first lessons the sea had taught her was that she could not control everything. By instinct her fingers found the pair of hair sticks she always carried within the deep pockets of her tunic. Three quick twists and the sticks secured her long silver tresses at the nape of her neck.
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“All right men.” The authority in her voice brought instant attention from her crew. Men slid down ropes or climbed from the holds to form a circle around her. The first officer took his usual spot to her right. Ellspeth spotted an unruly shock of brown hair just beyond his shoulder. Ever since he came aboard the Sea Falcon two seasons ago, young Ionnain became the first officer’s perpetual shadow. “Those kegs won’t get themselves to the warehouse. Start loading the wagons. A bonus if we get the Falcon’s cargo in them before dinner.” Ellspeth pushed her gold captain’s bracelets up under her sleeves and joined her crew in rolling barrels down the narrow gangway.
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Calling a halt, Ellspeth wiped the sweat out of her eyes. The workers slid beneath wagons or into the sliver of shade presented by the ship’s shadow to escape the searing mid-day sun. Silently she counted the number of barrels and crates still on deck. “We need more hands,” she declared. Desperate to get her goods undercover before the heat ruined them, Ellspeth searched the bustling docks. She focused on a man. Not because he busily shifted crates, but because he lounged against a barrel placed in the shade.
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His clothes seem of good quality. Maybe he’s a local tradesman. After a second look at the well-worn loose breeches, tight vest, and leather neckband, she corrected herself. Or, the younger son of a chieftain from the Mtwan mountain region. A few quick steps took her to the loafer who watched her approach, amusement sparkling in his light brown eyes.
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“You look strong. I will pay you 10 coppers for the day. That is double the going rate. Payment when the Sea Falcon is unloaded.”
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Accustomed to an immediate response from her crew, Ellspeth’s fists clenched at his insolent stare when he ignored her and took another bite of his meat roll. His gaze holding hers, he raised his earthen mug in salute and asked. “Do you even have 10 coppers?”
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Several long swallows later, he clanked the drained mug down on the barrelhead. The slowness with which he wrapped the remnants of his meal in a small square of white cloth and wiped the foam from his lips with the back of his hand frustrated Ellspeth even more. Slipping the bundle into a small pouch hanging from his belt, he turned the movement into a courtly bow.
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His cool tones were at odds with the smile that never left his eyes. “Lead on. I’ll give you an honest day’s work for an honest day’s wages.”
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Ellspeth paired herself with him as they worked to unload the ship. There was something different about this dockhand. But what? The heavy bolts of Nerevian silk seemed much lighter whenever he held the other end. She felt her face warm at the image of his hands unbinding her hair.
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No! She turned to tell her partner to pick up his earnings, only to realize he’d slipped away. It’s a good thing, she thought with a relieved sigh at the removed temptation. The weight of her gold bracelets reminded her of her rank and she wondered how she could even contemplate a dalliance with a common worker, even if he was quite handsome.
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Ellspeth checked the sun’s position. To her surprise, it hovered just above the horizon. Somehow she had lost several hours and the dock was clear.
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“Good work men,” Ellspeth called to her crew. “We sail on the first tide on third morn.” The men waved to each other and laughed as they fanned out in search of amusement. Her eyes scanned the jovial crowd for the worker she’d hired, but he had disappeared. He’ll show up. I’ve still got his money.
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~ * ~

“Where are those passengers?” Ellspeth growled to no one in particular. The swoosh of her soft leather boots with eac she stopped to listen for the sound of wheels that would herald the arrival of her passengers. A flash of movement near the bow caught her eye; the ship’s cat playfully chased a dust mote dancing in the sun. This day not even Fal’s antics lightened her mood. “If they don’t come soon, we’ll sail without them. I don’t care who paid their fare.”
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The outburst did little to restore her equilibrium, especially after she caught the Sea Falcon’s first officer hastily suppressing a smile. The Falcon’s luxury treatment of guests was well known. And they’d never lost a cargo.
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Minutes passed. Both Ellspeth and her first officer watched for the arriving fares, and for the telltale ribbons of dark water that marked the changing tide.
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A call of “Wagons ho” echoed from a sailor hanging in the upper rigging. The rumble of wagon wheels reached the Sea Falcon’s quarterdeck as two covered carriages and a freight wagon with several wooden trunks in the bed rolled up to the gangplank.
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“Ready on the mains’l. Man the bow lines. Man the stern lines.” Ellspeth’s rapid-fire orders sent the few crewmen not at their posts racing to the dock. “Get those trunks. I want to be underway as soon as our guests board.” One ear tuned to the sounds of crew readying the Sea Falcon to get underway, Ellspeth watched the approaching people to see who warranted special favors from the King. She was glad to see her cabin boy, Jon, waiting at the rail to offer the appropriate courtesies to their guests.
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Out of the first carriage climbed a man dressed in leather breeches and the dark-colored doublet currently in style. His tanned arm waved to send the hurrying purser on to the next carriage. In the midst of preparing the ship, Ellspeth caught a glimpse of a head of dark hair above broad shoulders before the passenger reached inside the carriage to pull out a bulging valise. A slender man about 20-turns swung down from the second carriage. He extended a hand to help a young woman descend. Her long skirt swirled around her ankles as she stepped to the ground. The pair hurried to the ship as if well aware that captains made their own laws, and more than one late passenger had found himself left behind on the docks.
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The man from the first carriage took a few balanced strides up the narrow plank to the opening at the ship’s rail. Ellspeth nodded in approval when he shifted the valise to his other shoulder and gave a formal salute to the banner flying from the main mast.
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Her eyes widened—her missing dockhand. She almost missed his low voice amidst the clamor of loading the passengers’ luggage when he addressed the waiting crewmen.
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“I am Lord Dal. My compliments to the captain. This is Lady Jesmen and her consort, Lord Voan.” The woman took his extended hand and nimbly walked onto the deck. Her male escort landed silently beside her.
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Slipping the carry-thong from his shoulder, Dal dropped the valise alongside the rail out of the path of the scurrying seamen. “Please see our luggage is stowed in our cabins.”
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“Yes, m’lord,” Jon replied.
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“I’ll take my companions and leave you to your duties.” Then to his two companions he added, “The captain won’t appreciate us getting in the way of the crew. Voan, those barrels at the stern will be a good place for Jesmen to watch our departure. I don’t think she’s ever been to sea before.”
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In response to his gesture, Jesmen hiked her skirts and gingerly picked her way across the deck to the indicated spot. The two men followed a step behind.
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The Sea Falcon’s prow sliced through the rolling waves. The freshening wind filled the mainsail until the canvas snapped taut. Feeling eyes upon her, Ellspeth spun around. There was her mysterious dockhand. I have to stop thinking of him that way. He’s Lord Dal. She was impressed by how he handled the tilting deck with the instinctive moves of a natural sailor.
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“Good morning, Lord Dal. Are your companions comfortable?”
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“Yes, Captain. I’m afraid we won’t see much of them on the journey.” A smile twitched the edge of his lips. “This is also their matrimonial voyage. They were partnered last week.”
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“Newlyweds,” the Sea Falcon’s captain exclaimed with a snort. “It’s a good thing I put them in the aft cabin. The adjoining cabin is empty so your friends will have their privacy.”
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A companionable silence grew around captain and passenger as they watched a pair of sleek-bodied shipfish swimming alongside. Elevated fins left a luminescent trail in their wake. The aquatic escort peeled off with a series of spectacular leaps to break the moment.
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Although it wasn’t her normal practice to associate with passengers, Ellspeth made a sudden decision. “Would you like to join me for dinner? I have a bottle of Delusian wine if you’d like a glass. It is not as foxy as the whites they make on the coast.”
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Dal hesitated as if considering her proposal.
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She smiled. “Your virtue won’t be sullied. We can dine out here on the deck, in full view of the crew. Besides,” she continued with a full-throated laugh, “you gave an honest day’s work. I owe you ten coppers.”
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Running a hand through his dark curls, Dal wiped the sea mist from his hair. “How did you know? I can usually hold a mesmer and unload barrels at the same time.”
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“King Fraunces is a friend. When he booked the passage, he said my passengers would be three wizards—two healers and a fighting mage. The king knew that, unlike some, my crew would make you welcome. A pirate ship has been attacking traders on the route to the Aberden Archipelago. There’ve been rumors that a wizard is among them. Since some magicians are supposed to have the ability to shape change, as a precaution Fraunces divulged your true appearance. I caught a glimpse of your reflection in a window when we unloaded the last barrel. Although the description matched, I wasn’t sure what I actually saw. Then you disappeared before I could investigate.”
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“I wanted to see what kind of ship Fraunces was putting me on.”

Ellspeth chortled at his honesty.
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Each evening of the voyage they shared wine beneath the setting sun. One such night, two bright lights sparkling near the horizon caught Dal’s attention. “The stars are different down here than in the north.”
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“You haven’t been to the Southern Sea before?”
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“No,” he answered after a moment’s pause. “Most of my travels were throughout the Four Kingdoms. And we didn’t often have a chance to just sit and stare at the stars. Even when on night guard duty, you dared not focus on one point too long.”
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Sensing his hesitance to talk about his background, Ellspeth quickly changed the subject. “The stars are named Iol and Pelra. Did you ever hear their legend?” When he shook his head, she started the ancient tale. Her low voice barely carried above the sound of water beneath the hull. “Rima, my grandmother, told me this on my first sea voyage. Iol and Pelra were captains; both had won their gold bracelets. Their rank was suitable but his mother had rejected her father’s courtship, so a joining between Iol and Pelra was not allowed. Since no one had ever sailed the southern island route in less than four sevenday, the two families proposed a wager. If Iol and Pelra made the trip in less than two sevenday, the families would allow the marriage. The pair set off in their respective ships with all masts carrying as much canvas as the rigging could handle.
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“Iol and Pelra prayed, and in recognition of their devotion the water god favored them with fair skies. Brisk winds pushed them faster than any vessel had ever sailed before. The ships returned in the final hour allowed by the bet. Despite their return within the allotted time, the parents reneged and declared that Iol and Pelra had lost the bet and refused to allow the marriage. The ruling council of Iol’s house ordered him to a remote inland lake to captain an old scupper. Pelra was confined to her family complex. Unable to return to their ships and the sea, the pair sneaked to the twin rocks that guarded the harbor entrance. When the families sent soldiers to enforce their orders, the water god brought up a storm to protect the lovers. Then he transformed Iol and Pelra into shipfish. Legend has it they swam together to the end of the world. One powerful leap carried them into the night sky.”
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I haven’t thought of that story for years, Ellspeth mused. Why should it come to mind now? As if in answer, her eyes were drawn to Dal whose gaze had fixed on the two stars.
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The answer still eluded her the next morning as she stood watch. She spun the ship’s wheel a quarter turn, then looked over to where the wizard was practicing defensive moves with a pair of swords. The sun sparkled on the metal with each slow, rhythmic motion. Ellspeth made another slight adjustment to move the compass needle to the desired course. No matter how much she tried to focus on the ship, her attention kept being drawn to the exercising man—and to the way his muscles rippled beneath his tanned skin.
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This is useless. I should know better. No personal involvement. “Jon,” she called. The cabin boy appeared from his usual spot below the quarterdeck where he had been petting the ship cat. “Please fetch my flute and writing gear.” Her murmured instructions sent the boy below. Moments later he re-appeared, a silver flute in one hand and a leather guitar case slung over a slender shoulder. Ellspeth’s whistle summoned another crewman, red-freckles peeking out from beneath the brim of a well-worn cap.
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“You wanted me, Captain?”
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“I’m taking a break, Reld. You have the helm.”
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A broad grin appeared amidst the freckles as he snapped Ellspeth a sharp salute.
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She returned the honor then smiled remembering her first time at the helm. The emotion turned into a tune. Jon placed the metal flute in her hand. In a single lithe movement he set down his bundles and settled himself on the deck. A long reach and he snagged a small wooden traveling desk from beneath the map chest. Seeing Jon ready with parchment and ink from inside the desk, Ellspeth lifted the flute to her lips.
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Soon silvery notes floated across the deck. The song seemed a reflection of the water’s movement against the ship’s hull. As if summoned by the flute’s call, a dozen shipfish appeared. Water sheeted off their bodies as they leaped and dove in time to the jaunty air. The music now firmly in her hands and mind, Ellspeth set down the instrument. Nodding to the cabin boy, she leaned back and closed her eyes, prepared to listen with a critical ear to her new composition.
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Jon carefully anchored the parchment against the breeze, picked up a four-stringed guitar and arranged his fingers on the ivory frets. His blond head nodded in time to an inner clock. On the fourth beat, a strum and Ellspeth’s haunting melody rose over the waves, the guitar rendering it a few octaves lower than Ellspeth’s flute.
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“That’s an interesting piece you’re playing,” Dal commented. “I don’t remember ever hearing it before. And I’m sure I would. The tune stays with you.”

The cabin boy’s fingers halted in mid-stroke at the wizard’s voice. Ellspeth started at the sudden silence.
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“Please don’t stop on my account,” the wizard said. “Continue.”
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Surprise flickered across the cabin boy’s face to be replaced by a smile that seemed to show a thousand teeth. “It’s not mine.” His head inclined toward Ellspeth in a respectful bow. “It’s the captain’s. I just put the notes to parchment for her.”
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“My apologies, Captain, that in my exercises I missed you composing.” Dal’s courtly bow emphasized his words.
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“None needed, Lord Dal.” Ellspeth laughed. “It is a rare gift to be able to shut out the entire world and focus on one thing. The tuning is nothing. I just play the flute to pass time. Apprenticing for my bracelets and being away so much at sea prevented me from serious musical study.” She glanced down at the now sheathed weapon hanging at his side. “I wish I could handle a long sword as readily as you. My instruction focused on the short sword.”
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“Short weapons do work better for ship’s crew. However, if you wish, tomorrow we can practice together. My price—to hear the rest of your tune.”
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~ * ~
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Heavy sheets of rain obscured the horizon. Crashing waves broke on the Falcon’s bow and flowed over the deck. Ellspeth’s summons brought the three passengers to the wheel. “This isn’t normal weather for the Aberden Sea,” Ellspeth shouted. Her voice barely rose above the roaring water. “The wind is chasing around in circles, widdershins. It’s not natural.”
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“No, it’s magic,” Dal shouted back. “Voan and Jesmen are healers. Their powers can’t help.”
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“Then, m’lord, m’lady, thank you for your attendance. Your quarters will be the safest place for you right now.” Ellspeth’s eyebrow arched in question as Dal made no attempt to leave.
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“With your permission, Captain, I’d like to stay. I promise to keep out of the crew’s way. Unlike the others, I’m used to fighting.”
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Too focused on saving her ship to wonder at the relief she felt at the wizard’s offer, Ellspeth merely nodded approval. She moved aside to make room for him at the rail, their shoulders almost touching.
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A long silence started to grow. Wind-driven rain grabbed at their clothes and plastered wet hair to their heads. Ellspeth started as Dal laid a hand on her shoulder. His long arm pointed just off the Falcon’s starboard rail. “Look over there!”
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Ellspeth’s gaze followed the wizard’s gesture. Before her eyes, one of the thick walls of rain twisted into a circle. The revolving column sucked water skyward, throwing it high into the air. Faster and faster it rotated. In seconds its color changed from the light gray of a cloud-filled morn to the black thunder-filled summer storm. A second column formed alongside the first—then a third—then a fourth. Desperately Ellspeth searched for a path away from the danger. “Can you do anything?” she yelled at Dal. “If one of those spouts hits the ship, it’ll swamp us.”­



END OF EXCERPT

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~Until next time, stay safe and read.   Helen

Helen Henderson lives in western Tennessee with her husband. While she doesn’t have any pets in residence at the moment, she often visits a husky and a feist who have adopted her as one the pack. Find out more about her and her novels on her  author page.

The Horror Writer's Demise by Janet Lane Walters #BWLAuthor #MFRWAuthor #Mystery #Small town

 

This book took me the longest ever to write. There in lies a story. I began the story just before I had a medical scare. The book was written in pieces and I really wasn't sure it would ever be finished. More than a year after the beginning, I wrote the end. The writing was interrupted by several visits to the hospital. Fortunately I bounced back and kept trying to write the story. This was to be the start of another mystery series. I still have the idea brewing for a second Book and possibly a third. The second will be the History Writer's Snuff boxes. The plot is slowly starting to unfold as I use developing the story as a bedtime exercise.

The house in the story isn't the one it's based on. Years ago where I live, there was a house where writers and artists could rent a room to use as a writer's haven where thy could go to create. It may still exist but I'm not sure.

Writing is going much smoother these days. No more trips to the hospital. Hopefully, the next story in the series will be started before the end of the year. At present I'm working on A Voice from Her past, possibly partof a series named Phone Calls. 

Thursday, October 16, 2025

Never-have-I-ever, by J.C. Kavanagh

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Note the new cover of Book 3, A Bright Darkness 

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Earlier this year, I wrote a blog about some of the unique experiences I've had in the last 21 years with my adventurous partner, Ian.

Today, I'd like to share a few more of these experiences from our latest sailing adventure - we've been underway since mid-July from Georgian Bay, Ontario, and the final destination is the Bahamas. I refer to these experiences as my "never-have-I-ever" done/seen/felt this before.

Never-have-I-ever... (until now)

- travelled through lock systems (The Welland Canal, Canada, and the Erie Canal, New York State)

Welland Canal, Ontario, Canada. My sailboat is on the right.

- walked through Times Square, New York City

- sailed past the Statue of Liberty

- celebrated Canadian Thanksgiving in Chesapeake Bay, Maryland 

- attended a U.S. football game - Navy Midshipmen vs the Air Force Falcons

- had to evict a rat from my boat (see last month's blog)

- planned on outrunning hurricanes (three and counting)

- paid $135 U.S. for washing/drying/folding 20 lbs of laundry 

- had to pump out the waste (poop) tanks on our sailboat (it's a crappy job). (In Canada, marina staff have the honour of performing this task)

- had the ability to connect to the Internet while sailing/anchoring (satellite service!)

- eaten The Crab Chip, "made with Chesapeake Bay Crab seasoning"



- sailed overnight in the Atlantic Ocean, from New York City to Cape May, New Jersey, dodging multiple freighters and massive swells

- 'run' from a severe nor'easter (remnants of tropical storm Jerry) and 'hide' in a wee bay while the storm passes

Winds gusting 60+ mph. Our sailboat is the white dot.

That's plenty of 'never-have-I-ever,' at least for now. If you like the sound of these adventures, then you'll love  the award-winning Twisted Climb series. There are dozens of 'never-have-I-ever' experiences for Jayden, Connor and Max. And Dick. Can't forget him. Check them out!

Stay safe and don't forget to tell the ones you love that you love them :)



J.C. Kavanagh, author of
The Twisted Climb - A Bright Darkness (Book 3) Best YA Book FINALIST at Critters Readers Poll 2022
AND
The Twisted Climb - Darkness Descends (Book 2) voted BEST Young Adult Book 2018, Critters Readers Poll and Best YA Book FINALIST at The Word Guild, Canada
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The Twisted Climb,
voted BEST Young Adult Book 2016, P&E Readers Poll
Voted Best Local Author, Simcoe County, Ontario, 2021
Novels for teens, young adults and adults young-at-heart
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Wednesday, October 15, 2025

When Life Mimic's Art by Debra Loughead

 



                                                                        Happenstance




It was way back in the 20th century that I originally wrote this short story. On a whim, I decided to submit it to a contest sponsored by the Valley Writers’ Guild in the Ottawa Valley in the year 2000. A few months later a phone call (on a land line!) came from out of the blue. The gentleman on the line told me that I had won first place in the contest ($500! As much as my first book advance!) out of approximately 100 submissions. 

I was so gobsmacked I could barely even speak. I hung up in shock and dismay, then promptly called him back to make certain that he had called the right person. Me? And yes, me! I had actually won. The story is about an elderly woman named Alice who lives with her son and daughter-in-law, and can’t give up her lifetime smoking vice. 

Fast forward a little over twenty years. My mother, who lives in a retirement home, sneaks out onto the balcony one winter afternoon for a quick smoke, which is prohibited. She’s already been warned twice, but she’s a stubborn old broad. Well doesn’t she slip and fall on the ice on her balcony, banging her noggin. She isn’t wearing her call button around her neck the way she’s supposed to all the time. It takes her an hour to drag herself back inside. 

My mom turned 95 this year. She still has a couple of smokes a day. But she makes sure she always goes outside, like a good girl. She’s one tough cookie! Please keep reading and you’ll understand why I’ve included this little anecdote. Thanks!


Like Smoke

By Deb Loughead


Alice wants a cigarette. But her daughter-in-law’s voice hovers in the air as she stands staring out the window at the winter morning, makes her hesitate for an instant. Frigid gusts of wind stir up sparkling snow cyclones on the frozen parking lot below the apartment building. Sunlight glints on the icicles that jut like yeti teeth from the balcony above. The temperature has dropped from the freezing point to minus 22 degrees overnight.

Alice’s hands tremble when she lights the cigarette. She’s thought twice about smoking it inside, but today is far too cold to stand out there. Winter has finally swept in over the weekend, put a strangle-hold on January and doesn’t plan on letting go until spring, by the looks of it. Up until now Alice has been able to step out onto the balcony clad only in a sweater because of the unseasonable mildness, has been able to indulge her vice without the worry of stinking up the apartment.  

The smell always lingers whenever she smokes inside, even if she sits in the bathroom, shuts the door and turns on the fan. Isabel still catches the scent when she gets home from school. Because she’s unaccustomed to cigarette smoke, because her pristine lungs have never been exposed to it, even second-hand. Alice thinks the woman might have grown up in a plastic bubble, protected from the hazards of the real world. Isabel says that she smells it on her clothes, on her furniture, in her drapes, then reprimands Alice like she would a child, in her grating teacher’s voice.

“I asked you not to smoke inside, Mrs. Best. It’s disgusting. It gets all over the furniture, in my hair and my clothes. My students smell it on me at school and think it’s me who smokes. Why don’t you quit. It just might kill you someday, you know.”

Alice opens the door just a little to let fresh air sweep through the apartment. She pushes her mouth up to the crack to exhale, and watches the smoke quickly dissipate in the winter wind. She stands there, leaning on her cane, to smoke the entire cigarette. A scarf is wrapped for protection around her thin neck and she wears a toque pulled low over her ears to protect from the draft. Back when she was a child, a draft had killed her baby sister. Little Mary, fresh out of the bath, and caught in a draft from an open window.  Died two days later, because of the draft, everyone said. In the middle of summer yet.  Alice avoids drafts.  

She stubs the butt in an ashtray, then hobbles to the bathroom to flush away the evidence. She will repeat this routine every half hour. She would like to do it every fifteen minutes, but gets tired standing so much. The arthritis that ravages her body has played havoc with the tiny bones in her feet. It’s impossible to stand for too long. And she hasn’t the strength to drag a chair over to sit on. Besides, Isabel would notice the tracks on the carpet, and reprimand her again. Every evening before bed, she vacuums up the footprints that their slippers have pressed into the pile so the carpet will always look brand new, untrod upon, show-room perfect. Isabel likes everything in the right place, nothing disturbed, always neat and tidy. Alice is sure that Isabel catches the dust before it falls on the furniture, too. She would like to call her daughter-in-law anal-retentive, but doesn’t dare.

Alice wishes that she didn’t have to live here, to complicate the woman’s orderly life just because her body is breaking down on her, because she’s become a hostage to her pain. She doesn’t ever feel welcome. Isabel seems to have a hard time disguising her impatience behind a twisted smile. She’s always wiping up, sweeping up, picking up behind her, disposing of any trail that attests to her existence, as though she’d like to do the same thing to Alice. But she can’t, because of her husband.  

Alice’s son David is doting. He tolerates her imposition on his life, had insisted on it, in fact, when he’d realized how serious her condition had become during her Christmas visit, how she could barely lower herself into a chair and needed a cane now.

“You can’t go home again, Mom,” he’d told her in a gentle way. “You’ll have to stay with us until we can find a place for you. You’re not safe in your own home in that condition.”  

He’d sprung it on her just like that, sitting by the Christmas tree on Christmas Eve, and from the corner of her eye she’d seen Isabel’s whole body stiffen. Now she’s always whispering to David, nudging him when Alice does something Isabel disapproves of, which is often, imploring with her eyes for David to fix things. For Alice, the last three weeks already feel like three years. And probably, she figures, for Isabel, too.

David’s smiles are real. He hugs her every morning, kisses her cheek, tries to help her whenever she needs it, is gentle and understanding. He even supplies her with cigarettes, a couple of packs a week. He knows what it’s like, because he used to smoke himself, until Isabel got her hands on him. And Alice has seen the expression on Isabel’s face when he brings them home. If looks could kill.

Mid-morning, Alice is thirsty and struggles with the bottle of grape juice. Her hands don’t work so well. They’re stiff and uncooperative, like trying to control a set of unfamiliar tools. Alice has heard that grape juice can be beneficial to arthritics, so she drinks some every day. She’s heard Isabel complain about the price, and David quickly stifle her comments with a tight grimace.

Today her hands are particularly bad, probably because of the sudden cold weather. She tries wrapping a dishcloth around the lid, to no avail. Isabel keeps reminding her about the smoking, how it’s linked to arthritis, how if she quit her symptoms would probably improve and her hands would work again. But Alice likes smoking and has no intention of quitting. Ever. It’s the only thing left that she can do now. She can’t even knit anymore, her fingers are so rigid and gnarled. Just trying to hold a book is a cumbersome and uncomfortable procedure, turning the pages an exercise in futility. The television and smoking are her only salvation.

Alice lowers herself onto a kitchen chair and tries to hold the bottle between her thighs as she twists the cap. She watches in disbelief as the bottle slips through her legs and smashes on the ceramic floor. Glass and grape juice spray in every direction. Her knitted slippers are saturated, and some has splattered the ivory dining room carpet like droplets of blood.

“Oh, sweet Jesus,” Alice whispers.

She struggles to pick up the glass, first. There are shards everywhere, glinting like broken bits of ice on the ceramic. She drops the pieces carefully into a paper bag that she’s placed inside a plastic one. The chink of each piece is satisfying, because she knows she’s making progress. But it’s the last piece, a jagged one that slices into her thumb like a honed blade. She drops the bag of glass. The first dribbles of blood spatter on the floor and blend in with the grape juice.

“Shit,” she murmurs. “Shit. Shit. Shit.” She wraps the dishcloth around the cut, and watches the blood seep through.

Alice removes her sodden slippers in the kitchen and hobbles to the bathroom, leaking blood. Her socks have soaked up some grape juice; she leaves a faint red and purple trail on the carpet all the way down the hall.

“I’ll pay for the cleaning bill. I’ll pay for it myself.”

In the bathroom, she fumbles with the roll of gauze and the tape in the medicine cabinet as her blood drips into the sink. She tightly wraps her thumb with layer upon layer of the gauze and then secures it with white tape until it begins to resemble a crooked cast. Shaking, she sits down on the toilet. White dots burst across her line of vision like shooting stars and she closes her eyes, breathes deeply until the dizzy sensation ebbs. She fetches a thick sponge, then the galvanized bucket from under the sink. She fills it with cold water in the bathtub.

Just lifting the bucket out of the tub is a challenge, even though it’s only half full.  She hooks it over her trembling arm then shuffles down the hall leaning on her cane for support, careful not to let water slosh over the sides because of her uneven gait. So careful that she doesn’t notice the footstool and stumbles over it, crashing to the floor as awkward as a felled tree. She lands on the bucket then rolls over onto the carpet and groans. The puddle of water slowly seeps into the thirsty ivory fibres.

It’s nearly ten minutes before Alice can struggle to her feet. Her ribs ache from the fall and she is sure they are bruised, if not broken. Her thumb has begun to throb and the bandage turned crimson. But all she can think of right now is how good a cigarette would feel.

“Maybe I should call David at work,” she murmurs. “He could come and help me before Isabel gets home. Rent a carpet cleaner, maybe. She wouldn’t even have to know what happened. It’s only 10:30. Might even be enough time for the carpet to dry up. I’ll call. After my cigarette.”

Alice tugs on her sweater that’s draped over a chair by the door, careful not to smear any blood on the sleeve. She’s thought twice about smoking inside and decided against it this time. She’s done enough damage for one day, made enough mistakes. She lights the cigarette,  tucks the packet and lighter into her pocket, then steps out onto the balcony, leaving the door open just a crack. The wind pushes a handful of icy air down her throat as she takes her first satisfying puff. She exhales and watches the smoke diffuse in a quick swirl of wind.

Alice’s hair dances in the gusts and she realizes that she’s forgotten her hat indoors. Her scarf, too, and her exposed neck is wrapped in a frigid grip. But she barely feels the cold. The hot throb of her thumb, the ache of her ribs, seem to have dispersed through the rest of her body, spread their tortuous warmth to her extremities so she can scarcely feel that other pain. She feels almost liberated by this pain, this discernable pain caused by her own clumsiness, not enigmatic like the tenacious arthritis that came from nowhere and grew. This pain is real and temporary and she revels in it, puffing on her cigarette out there on the balcony, flicking ashes into the wind, blowing the ephemeral smoke towards the tattered clouds that scud across a frosty sky.

When the balcony door slams shut in a severe gust, Alice’s reverie bursts like a frozen pipe. Because she knows the door is locked. She’s forgotten to release the little button on the handle before stepping outside. Overcome by a sudden weariness, she sinks into one of the cold plastic balcony chairs.

“I wonder what Isabel will think of all this when she gets home,” Alice murmurs into the wind. With fumbling fingers she lights another cigarette, cupping her bare hand around the lighter’s wavering flame.

*   *   *


John Spencer Hill Award for Fiction, 2000, First Place, Valley Writers’ Guild

Published in ‘Storyteller—Canada’s Short Story Magazine’, Winter 2003



Monday, October 13, 2025

Plaid Blanket Cover Story

      


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I'm excited to announce that I have a new book coming out next month! It's the third of my Navajo Code Talker series that began with I'll Be Seeing You and continued with Watch Over Me. Keeping up with the title theme of songs that were popular in the 1940's, Book #3 is a song that my mom once told me was her and my dad's favorite: All of Me.

All of Me is set in the summer of 1943, just after the first class of Navajo Code Talkers has been sent overseas to the Pacific. Our hero Luke Kayenta is still stateside in Arizona, training and recruiting more possible candidates for this important work that helped the United States win the war.

It's now New Yorker Kitty Charente's turn to be a fish out of water as she comes to join Luke and meet his family.  But Nazi agent Helmut Adler has arrived too, to try to throw the Code Talker program into chaos.

The threesome....


Book 1: Spain 1942




Book 2: New York City 1942




Book 3: Arizona 1943

Do you like the cover of All of Me? It's another wonderful design of our Art Director, Michelle Lee. There's a story that goes with that blanket that Luke and Kitty are snug under, concerning a long-ago real life Scottish trader named Big Jock....


Big Jock McCluskey



Big Jock McCluskey

The story Luke's grandmother Anaba Bowman tells is about the Hudson’s Bay Scottish trader lost in a storm. It's based on the life of Big Jock McCluskey, who traded machine loom blankets and shirts woven in the colors of Rob Roy tartan of the Clan MacGregor. McCluskey family stories claim that the Native Americans loved the red-black cloth and called it Buffalo Plaid. It became a quintessential symbol of the American West. I had fun thinking of Big Jock losing his way in a Northern Arizona winter and finding the Navajo, who had been weaving their own wool for centuries! Luke’s long-ago grandmother politely traded one of her textiles for his, and so it became a family heirloom. It appears in All of Me’s story as well as its wonderful cover.


Next month I'll include a sneak peek at my new novel. Thank you for being readers of the series!







Sunday, October 12, 2025

My Wild Welcome to Portugal


During our trip to Europe last month, my husband Will and I flew from Naples to Portugal. At Lisbon airport, we got a taxi. Naively, we didn't think to ask in advance what the fare would be or to question the absence of a meter in the cab. Friends who have been to Portugal a few times had told us taxis in Lisbon were inexpensive. 

Our taxi driver drove quickly to downtown, which isn't far from Lisbon airport, and arrived at our Airbnb apartment. He told us the fare was 35 Euro (about $57 CAD). This wasn't cheap, perhaps a little more than we'd pay for a similar ride in Calgary, where I live. We gave him cash, since he didn't take credit cards, and didn't add a tip to his inflated price. The taxi took off and we found the phone number for Pedro, who was was to meet us at the apartment to let us in.  

Before we could phone, a police car drove up and parked. The officer strode toward us. 

"How much did you pay for that taxi?" he asked.   

"Thirty-five euro."

"It should only be fifteen euro from the airport," he said. "I want to take the driver to court. Can you show me your passport?"

We looked down the street and noticed the taxi and another police car were stopped. Presumably, the first police car had followed us from the airport and notified the second car to block the taxi from leaving the narrow street.
  

Pedro heard the commotion from our balcony and came down to see what was going on. He and the police officer spoke for a while in Portuguese. We guessed the officer was explaining the situation. With Pedro there, I felt assured the officer's request to see our passports was legitimate. 

The officer photographed Will's passport and told us that we wouldn't have to go to court, but he needed the information for the case. He asked for our phone number and Canadian address. 

"Did you pay cash?" he asked. "What bills did you give him?"

"A fifty-euro bill."

 "Did you get change?"

"Yes."

"What denominations?

"Five and ten-euro bills."

Details make the story convincing for a court case. 

Still holding onto Will's passport, the officer jogged to the taxi and other police car. He returned and handed Will his passport along with a twenty-euro bill for our overpayment.

After the officer and all the vehicles left, Pedro led us into the apartment building and said, "I hope this is only bad thing that happens to you in Portugal."  

"Oh no," I said. "It was interesting."

Evidently, Portugal appreciates the economic value of tourism and wants visitors to feel welcome in the country. Authorities are using police and legal resources to discourage locals from taking advantage of foreigners. Certain matters, like taxi fares, are less regulated than they are in some other countries and tourists should be alert to this. 

At the same time, locals need to earn a living. Was fifteen euro too cheap for that airport taxi ride, given the cost of gasoline and car maintenance? If our driver had charged us a fair rate, I hope we'd have tipped him generously.        


  
Looking down to the spot where the second police car cut off the taxi driver at the pass


       

Saturday, October 11, 2025

Who Are You? Who Who Who Who? by Karla Stover

 


                           
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                                         Who Are You? Who Who Who Who?




    Two sisters, 12-year-old Anna Glasso and her 9-year-old sister, Hilda, lie in the old graveyard where I occassionally walk my dog. They, along with 41 others died on July 4, 1900 in one of Washington States worst trolley car accidents. The girls and, believe it or not, 91 other people had all piled on a single car headed for a big 4th of July parade in downtown Tacoma. The car was jam-packed with passengers crowded onto both front and rear platforms, standing on the running boards, clinging to outside railings and even riding on the cow catcher,(a wedge-shaped device on the front of some of the street cars which cleared the track of debris and/or animals.) Rain had made the track slick and just before a dangerous curve where the car had to go over a deep ravine, the car started to slide. The driver applied the brakes, released the brakes, emptied the storagebox of its sand, all to no avail. As it picked up speed, those who could leaped off, then the car "jumped the tracks, cleared the trestle’s foot-high guard rail and plunged 100 feet to the bottom of the gully, landing upside down." The 300-foot-deep gulch was strewn with dozens of injured passengers who had escaped the runaway car. People falling to the bottom of the ravine landed on several felled trees, which bridged a shallow stream about six feet wide and a foot deep.  At the head of the ravine was a large pumping station that sent water into the city’s reservoir. Those who were rescured alive (65 of them) were taken to the local hospitals. The dead (43) were wrapped in blankets and gunny sacks, hauled to the top of the ravine with ropes, loaded onto wagons and taken to the morgue, hopeully to be identified.

                                             Therein lied the problem. (or is it, "layed"?)

Just imagine 43 bead bodies whose pockets carried no ID. Imagine having to, in effect, tour the morgue and review the bodies, looking to locate friends and/or family. 

                                                         Before ID 

Before IDs, people had to be identiied by their scars, their dress, unusual body shapes, by crests they might have had somewhere on their clothing, or seals or by being known in their community.

                                                        Where & When

    In 1876, the International Exhibition of Arts, Manufactures and Products of the Soil and Mine was held in Phidelphia, Pennsylvania. It was the first official worlds fair held in the United States.

                                                  Enter a Canadian named William Notman

    As with pretty much all large expositions, it became a struggle to properly identify the employees, officials, exhibitors and members of the press who needed regular access to the grounds. At events in the past, people used simple, signed passes or tickets which could be, and were, easily given to someone else. This created problems for large expositions such as this one which relied on ticket sales. 

    William Notman was an internationally-known photographer. "He was a regular contributor to the photographic journal Philadelphia Photographer who, in partnership with its editor, Edward Wilson, formed the Centennial Photographic Company for the Centennial Exhibition. And to solve the fair's problem, he created the first-ever photo identification which, in addition to a photograph, included the holder's name, their role at the fair, and a space to write each day of attendence.

    In spite of its success, photo IDs took a while to catch on. In the 1870s and 80s, France's Bertillion records included photographs; by the 1890s mug shots were common. European passports circa 1914 had photographs and within a year the United States followed suit. But clear up until the1980s some states were still issueing drivers licenses without a picture.

    Wow!

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